A love letter to my Daddy Dom (BDSM, S&M, Bondage, Fetish, Sex) – Nina Toubale

Several months ago daddy encouraged me to write a love letter to master. At the time it was something I could not do, I was too afraid of my own feelings, of our relationship, of the future and the unknown. Especially how my family would react. Because of the fears, I ran. I ran when […]

For me it’s always more than just a blow job… – Nina Toubale

For me it’s always more than just a blow job. The trust Daddy and I had to build was a long journey. In the beginning he couldn’t touch my head because my first “master” forced me to deep throat while he sat on my chest and held my head in place, when I told him […]

Nina’s First Tea Party – Brighton UK, London UK, Hove UK, Haywards Heath UK, Worthing UK, Eastbourne UK – Nina Toubale

she rose early, excitement causing her to tingle all over. She pushed the coverlet off and jumped from the pink canopy bed and ran to her bath. Taking extra time, she soaked and primped and indulged in the pretty scented water. Her prettiest underpinnings, all in pink and lace were selected. Along with her pink […]

i have abandonment issues – Brighton UK, London UK, Hove UK, Haywards Heath UK, Worthing UK, Eastbourne UK – Nina Toubale

For as long as i can remember, i have had abandonment issues. Perhaps it is rooted in my biological father deserting me as a baby, or perhaps rejection by him in later moments of my life. He was always the other. That part that was simply gone. When i was a child, i fantasized him […]

I Am Not Broken – Brighton UK, London UK, Hove UK, Haywards Heath UK, Worthing UK, Eastbourne UK – Nina Toubale

I am not broken. Through the years I have been battered, hurt, bruised and humiliated. I have been tortured and teased and threatened. I have choked back the fear that screamed in every fiber of my being. I have faced monsters and bullies and evil. I have been knocked down more times then I can […]