A small moment of true submission can mean a lot – BDSM, S&M, Bondage, Backpage, Escorts, Strippers, Strip Clubs, UK, England, United Kingdom, Brighton, London, Leeds, Oxford, Eastbourne, St Albans, Manchester, Croydon – Nina Toubale

I want to preface this. My submissive does not have an eating disorder, but has had some stomach work and if she is overfull in that tiny tummy it is very painful and makes her sick. The obvious solution is to make her not so full, before her body does it for her…. As she […]

How Smut Was Created: A True Story – BDSM, S&M, Bondage, Backpage, Escorts, Strippers, Strip Clubs, UK, England, United Kingdom, Brighton, London, Leeds, Oxford, Eastbourne, St Albans, Manchester, Croydon – Nina Toubale

This is the account of kinky sex and blowjob porn when they were created, after god made Adam’s temporary erection. Now no decent porn had yet appeared on the earth, and no gangbangs had sprung up, for the lord god had forgotten to create smut directors. Then he formed them from velvet cigarette pants and […]

The Door – BDSM, S&M, Bondage, Backpage, Escorts, Strippers, Strip Clubs, UK, England, United Kingdom, Brighton, London, Leeds, Oxford, Eastbourne, St Albans, Manchester, Croydon – Nina Toubale

Remember this moment. This is the last time you’ll be sure that the sky is blue, that you’re standing on land and breathing in air. He’s done with the romance now. It was always going to be this way. He will now begin to redefine your reality until the sky evaporates and the air you […]

Being Nothing – BDSM, S&M, Bondage, Backpage, Escorts, Strippers, Strip Clubs, UK, England, United Kingdom, Brighton, London, Leeds, Oxford, Eastbourne, St Albans, Manchester, Croydon – Nina Toubale

He told me to call him sir. He forgot to deserve it. He told me to learn his protocols. He forgot to learn my character. He told me his expectations—all the ways I was to morph into a thing that fit his desires, his personality, his needs, and so I melted myself down. I reshaped […]

Mansplaining and Apples – BDSM, S&M, Bondage, Backpage, Escorts, Strippers, Strip Clubs, UK, England, United Kingdom, Brighton, London, Leeds, Oxford, Eastbourne, St Albans, Manchester, Croydon – Nina Toubale

Every time I write about mansplaining, a handful of men tell me the word is sexist, but I think what they mean is that mansplaining doesn’t happen much at all. Yesterday I bit into a green apple that was rotten and full of worms. Are all apples rotten? Nope. Are all green apples rotten? Nope, […]

Confession – BDSM, S&M, Bondage, Backpage, Escorts, Strippers, Strip Clubs, UK, England, United Kingdom, Brighton, London, Leeds, Oxford, Eastbourne, St Albans, Manchester, Croydon – Nina Toubale

I love sex. I love touching, kissing, rubbing, stroking, sucking, licking. Tonight I smoked. I stared at him across the couch, licking my fingers and giving him the look. My fingers tugging at my sports bra and sweatshirt. I handed him the phone as he slid me in for a kiss. A soft, tasty kiss. […]

Kink-related things I want to try [in progress]

Because I’d rather write it here than in the fetishes list. It’d give me more room to expand and plus you won’t be blasted in the face with it every time I update this. I’m in various stages of progression with these things. Some things are things I haven’t done, and some things are ones […]

7 Fundamental Characteristics of A Daddy Dom

Just what is a Daddy Dom? Well, to start with, a Daddy Dom is first and foremost a Dom. He chooses the subcategory of “Daddy” within the lifestyle of dominance and submission (D/s). Let’s get one thing out of the way right at the beginning. A Daddy Dom does not promote incest or pedophilia as […]

Thoughts after my bdsm first play party

Tonight, I got a chance to attend a series of kink seminars and workshops, followed by my first ever play party. I’m still pretty awake, so I wanted to get my thoughts down. Sensual Rope Play Demonstration – This was probably the easiest place for me to start, given my limited kink experience, so I […]

I’m not the girl you want me to be

I feel like I need a warning label. Not the kind that’s visible to the public, but maybe something tattooed across my hip or my breast – the kind only a lover can see. I’m not the girl you want me to be. To my sweet amazing wonderful supportive dependable reliable comfortable comforting almost-husband ex-boyfriend: […]