The Organic Unicorn – United Kingdom Bondage, Backpage, BDSM, Escorts, Bondage, Strippers, Exotic Dancers, Bulimia, Anorexia – Nina Toubale / Nina Dellis

Nina Dellis / Nina Toubale Facebook  Nina Dellis / Nina Toubale Instagram  The poly lifestyle has developed naturally for me. After a torturous mono marriage my heart was so broken I simply didn’t have the capicity to love myself, let alone more than one. As the blockages in my heart cleared I could feel the […]

Sensory deprivation for the sadist – United Kingdom Bondage, Backpage, BDSM, Escorts, Bondage, Strippers, Exotic Dancers, Bulimia, Anorexia – Nina Toubale / Nina Dellis

Nina Dellis / Nina Toubale Facebook  Nina Dellis / Nina Toubale Instagram  Last week I was hosting an exclusive party and talk in an art gallery. We were sitting out in a zen like courtyard with a £110,000 statue over towering us. One of the guest was wearing a third eye necklace so I asked […]

How to be a good slave – United Kingdom Bondage, Backpage, BDSM, Escorts, Bondage, Strippers, Exotic Dancers, Bulimia, Anorexia – Nina Toubale / Nina Dellis

Nina Dellis / Nina Toubale Facebook  Nina Dellis / Nina Toubale Instagram  We love and hate slaves. They can be, but not all, are of this mentality because of their attachment style. Some are very well balance and offer a genuine experience, and others need help and guidance on how not to pester. We like […]

How to have a pain free 8inch anal cherry pop! – United Kingdom Bondage, Backpage, BDSM, Escorts, Bondage, Strippers, Exotic Dancers, Bulimia, Anorexia – Nina Toubale / Nina Dellis

Nina Dellis / Nina Toubale Facebook  Nina Dellis / Nina Toubale Instagram  8 inch cherry pop I have been anally adventurous since the first time I came with just the tip of the finger over 10 years ago. But I’ve also had hesitation and have waited patientiently before finding a partner trustworthy enough for full […]

The search for Master – United Kingdom Bondage, Backpage, BDSM, Escorts, Bondage, Strippers, Exotic Dancers, Bulimia, Anorexia – Nina Toubale / Nina Dellis

Nina Dellis / Nina Toubale Facebook  Nina Dellis / Nina Toubale Instagram  It’s been eleven weeks since removing M’s collar. Physically healed. Perhaps not healed emotionally. Have I found “the One”? Am I qualified to even choose? So many doubts. So much fear. When a slave loses faith and trust in her M, is the […]

Kink-related things I want to try [in progress]

Because I’d rather write it here than in the fetishes list. It’d give me more room to expand and plus you won’t be blasted in the face with it every time I update this. I’m in various stages of progression with these things. Some things are things I haven’t done, and some things are ones […]

7 Fundamental Characteristics of A Daddy Dom

Just what is a Daddy Dom? Well, to start with, a Daddy Dom is first and foremost a Dom. He chooses the subcategory of “Daddy” within the lifestyle of dominance and submission (D/s). Let’s get one thing out of the way right at the beginning. A Daddy Dom does not promote incest or pedophilia as […]

Thoughts after my bdsm first play party

Tonight, I got a chance to attend a series of kink seminars and workshops, followed by my first ever play party. I’m still pretty awake, so I wanted to get my thoughts down. Sensual Rope Play Demonstration – This was probably the easiest place for me to start, given my limited kink experience, so I […]

I’m not the girl you want me to be

I feel like I need a warning label. Not the kind that’s visible to the public, but maybe something tattooed across my hip or my breast – the kind only a lover can see. I’m not the girl you want me to be. To my sweet amazing wonderful supportive dependable reliable comfortable comforting almost-husband ex-boyfriend: […]

If a porn star doesn’t have to do it, nor do I

  Something I have struggled with for as long as I can remember is wanting to be “the best” or at least “good” at everything. Okay, I don’t need to be the best at everything (although I do love that…), but… I want to be impressively good at all of the things. In vanilla life, […]