A love letter to my Daddy Dom (BDSM, S&M, Bondage, Fetish, Sex) – Nina Toubale

Several months ago daddy encouraged me to write a love letter to master. At the time it was something I could not do, I was too afraid of my own feelings, of our relationship, of the future and the unknown. Especially how my family would react. Because of the fears, I ran. I ran when […]

Thrashing – Nina Toubale

I do a lot of thrashing these days, both literally and metaphorically. Literally, I fight. I wrestle. I snarl and threaten to bite off ears to use as necklaces and shriek in fury and contort myself into extreme shapes in order to resist. In these moments, I feel possessed by a power greater than me […]

Nina’s First Tea Party – Brighton UK, London UK, Hove UK, Haywards Heath UK, Worthing UK, Eastbourne UK – Nina Toubale

she rose early, excitement causing her to tingle all over. She pushed the coverlet off and jumped from the pink canopy bed and ran to her bath. Taking extra time, she soaked and primped and indulged in the pretty scented water. Her prettiest underpinnings, all in pink and lace were selected. Along with her pink […]

i have abandonment issues – Brighton UK, London UK, Hove UK, Haywards Heath UK, Worthing UK, Eastbourne UK – Nina Toubale

For as long as i can remember, i have had abandonment issues. Perhaps it is rooted in my biological father deserting me as a baby, or perhaps rejection by him in later moments of my life. He was always the other. That part that was simply gone. When i was a child, i fantasized him […]

I Am Not Broken – Brighton UK, London UK, Hove UK, Haywards Heath UK, Worthing UK, Eastbourne UK – Nina Toubale

I am not broken. Through the years I have been battered, hurt, bruised and humiliated. I have been tortured and teased and threatened. I have choked back the fear that screamed in every fiber of my being. I have faced monsters and bullies and evil. I have been knocked down more times then I can […]