Thoughts after my bdsm first play party

Tonight, I got a chance to attend a series of kink seminars and workshops, followed by my first ever play party. I’m still pretty awake, so I wanted to get my thoughts down.

Sensual Rope Play Demonstration – This was probably the easiest place for me to start, given my limited kink experience, so I was glad it was first! I also have some experience with rope and knots in a non-kink setting, so unlike a lot of the rest of the evening, I had a good starting point. I learned some interesting things about utilizing the other senses during rope play, such as seeding a scent or taste into the rope, or using it to conduct vibrations, and while I found it fascinating, there wasn’t a huge amount of practical knowledge I could take as a sub, other than awareness of things my owner might want to try in the future. I was mesmerized by the submissive model however, she clearly was in such a state of ecstasy that I envied her position more than once.

Sensual Knives and Claws Demonstration – This was a definite step up as far as getting out of my comfort zone. My knowledge going in was this: knives are sharp, they cut things. I expected blood, or at least serious skin marking, but I was amazed at how gentle the demonstrator was, even in sadistic moments. Again, the sheer pleasure the model exhibited drew me, and while the idea of taking her place was more intimidating, that desire was definitely still there. There was also a moment where with no warning, her clothing was cut from her body. I later found out she’d consented in advance, but it was shocking, and more than a little arousing. My owner and I met eyes at that point, and I tried to let him know that if he wished to rip or cut the clothing from my body, I would be willing to please him in that way.

Sensual Impact Play Show And Tell – This was not what I expected at all, but in an entirely good way. In my inexperience, the words “Impact Play” suggested incredibly hard kink, like getting hit with a hammer. I quickly came to realize that it covered any object used to strike the body, from the lightest flick of a finger to a full on wailing with a paddle. The presenters also were focused on alternate sensory uses for common impact items, such as running the strands of a flogger over the skin, or using a cane to poke and tease instead of striking. There was also a big focus on using “pervertables” – items not designed for kink but usable for sensory and impact play. A conversation briefly occurred about the idea of a “Dollar Store Kink Scavenger Hunt”, where each participant would have a limited income to get as many objects that could be perverted into kink play as possible, which sounds like an absolutely fantastic idea to me! They also had a really interesting blindfold/goggle I’d never seen before, they are like a 2 way mirror – those viewing the scene could see the sub’s eyes, but to the sub, everything is an unidentifiable blur of motion and color. WANT, although I’d need to learn to keep my eyes open during a session.

Sensual Art of Biting Workshop – Wow. This stepped things up in a real hurry. For starters, the presenter, Schadenfreude, is HILARIOUS. So much so that my owner had to order me to shut up, I was laughing so much. Once she’d gotten the basic information and safety guidelines out of the way, the practical demonstrations began. Things started quite simply (I’d never considered hickeys as a form of biting before) but it quickly escalated. For starters, some of the intermediate bites, with only a few teeth instead of a full mouth, concentrate the pain into very small locations. Things were also complicated by my owner, who not only delights in my pain and making me squirm, but also has quickly learned that my nipples are one of my more sensitive spots. Somehow though, he no longer seemed concerned that I was making too much noise, he reveled in it. In fact, for the first time since he took ownership of me, he has broken the skin – not enough to bleed, but enough to put a bandage on it to keep it from getting worse. I suspect this will not be the last time this will happen. I also was asked to remove my shirt, leaving me bare chested for the rest of the workshop. I was slightly nervous about this, even though I’ve done that at the beach, largely because I knew my owner wished me to be nude for the play party, and it was the stepping stone along the way. I’d actually been offered the chance to not go nude this once, but wanted to prove to him that I wouldn’t balk at the simple commands.

RKS Play Party – This went to 11 very quickly. For starters, I had to take a deep breath, step out of my clothes, and reveal myself to the room. This turned out to be the easy part. When first entering into this arrangement, my owner had told me that CBT was something he was VERY interested in doing to me. I was nervous, but said that as long as he was willing to accept that I had no experience and couldn’t promise how much I could take, I would be willing to try it. What I did NOT realize was that he had obtained a CBT lesson with Schadenfreude at an auction, and my first scene of the party was going to be two VERY sadistic human beings seeing exactly how much punishment my cock and balls could take. For those who haven’t looked at my pictures (or weren’t present at the party), I am not exactly well hung. In fact, let’s not use euphemisms – my dick is small, only about 4 inches fully erect, not particularly thick, and due to my size and body weight, it basically retracts into my gut when not erect. I had expressed a willingness to explore small penis humiliation with my owner, if such a thing would bring him pleasure, and both he and Schade had no problem finding things to mock. While trying to find a good position for me to be in while they probed, tied, weighted, pinched, and otherwise abused my patheric genitals, I offered the suggestion that I lie back on the table, legs spread wide and dangling off of the edge, so that my gut did not interfere and the two of them would have total access to what little I had to offer. One thing I did not take into consideration here was that this meant I could not see what was about to happen, and in fact could only hear bits and pieces of the instruction. The practical lessons, however, THOSE I was fully aware of. I was poked, squeezed, flicked, and hit in any tender area they could find. My cock and balls were tied and bound in unusual, unnatural positions. Clamps were placed on my scrotum and along my cock, and the scrotal clamps had weights attached. This part I was vaguely proud of, because the scrotal clamps were not particularly difficult to endure, but Schade was prepared for my minor feeling of pride. She made me stand, and swivel my hips like a hula dancer, and while the simple clamp and weight wasn’t too bad, the combination of the movement with the humiliation of dancing for their entertainment (while actively doing something that made it hurt worse) quickly made the pain step up. Then, to add to the sadism, my owner was shown that while the weights were swinging, a quick slap would abruptly change how I was being pulled, making my flinch as things zigged when I thought they would zag. All the while, I could hear my owner’s amused laugh as I jumped and twisted through their torture. The only real dignity I was left with was the fact that at no point during this did I feel nauseous. Which, according to Schade, basically means I can take way more abuse. While this is not something I would choose to do on my own, the pleasure it gives my owner is intoxicating to me, and I expect this will be a regular part of his dominance over me.

After the lesson concluded, we wandered the space watching other scenes and chatting with a few other attendees. I was kind of surprised how many couples in attendance were not participating in any scenes. I’d expected there would be more single folks, and fewer voyeurs, but I’m told a great many people prefer to watch the scenes, then play in the privacy of their own homes. After a time, my owner decided to do another scene with me, and broke out their bag of toys, as well as a few from the communal wall. Scratches, bites, floggers, canes, paddles, even some tickle torture was brought into play. A few more attacks on my cock and balls happened, causing me to need to call “yellow” a few times, definitely more than I had in our first session, but never quite reaching “red”. While I was leaning on the safe words more than I had before, I could also tell I was enduring more than I had in my first session. This did, however, lead to a wonderful moment of sadism. My owner grabbed a nipple and started twisting it. I groaned and squirmed, but was determined to try to hold on until he was satisfied. He was ready for my misguided attempt to control the situation, and kept twisting, whispering “say yellow. SAY YELLOW,” making it clear that he would not stop until I admitted that he was in control of my pain. I found myself ashamed at trying to outlast my owner, while I want to let him have his pleasure from my body, a part of me still tries to find my own little pockets of control in the situation, refusing to completely surrender to him. That impulse is fading, but if I ever want to truly be his, I need to learn to let it go.

Eventually he showed mercy on me and ended the scene, and we settled onto a couch for aftercare and wound down from an eventful evening. I continued to reflect on how lucky I am to have been found so quickly by such an amazing owner, one who is willing to tolerate my lack of experience and mold me into the submissive slave he deserves. A part of me feels very inadequate to be his property, and yet, I feel pride that he enjoys owning me. And I am coming to realize that it’s ok to have this ambivalence: I can feel safe and proud to be his toy, and still feel that constant need to prove that I can endure what he wants to do to me at the same time. Contentment and a desire to be better don’t have to be mutually exclusive.

After we said our goodbyes and went to get some dinner, I had a long drive home to reflect on this, as well as while I put this entry down, and some things have crystallized from the evening:

– The pain inflicted on me is fleeting. While it may be excruciating in the moment, the moment passes. I have some marks, but I am sitting comfortably with only minor awareness of the events of the evening. I can endure more than I think, and it will fade into memory, leaving me ready for the next session.

– Looking at the marks I DO have makes me proud, like a boy scout admiring his merit badges. The cut on my arm reminds me that my owner bit me so hard it broke the skin, and I didn’t beg him to stop. The marks on my cock and balls show me that I endured a kind of pain I’d never imagined, and gave my owner a singular fantastic experience.

– For every kink, for every body type, there is someone out there who desires to be the other half. My owner had been holding onto this CBT lesson for some time, and in less than a week of knowing each other, chose to use it on me, an overweight older man with a pathetic dick. All of the things I’ve hated about myself over the years are exactly what my new owner desires, and I can explore these ideas and fantasies without feeling like I may be passed over for someone more attractive, or thinner, or better hung. My owner WANTS to own me, and that’s a feeling that overwhelms me, body and soul.

– A connection can be forged in a remarkably short time. I have only known my owner for a very short time, and yet I trust him more than people I’ve known for my whole life. It may not last, we may find that we need different things, or that other connections and desires are more important, but we’ve shared something that no one can take away from us, something I will always treasure.

– Change can come at any time. A week ago, I never would have considered any sort of body modification, and now I have designed a tattoo based on my submission, and we are talking about multiple piercings my owner would enjoy on my body. A month ago, the idea that I would allow a stranger to teach someone how to inflict pain on my genitals would have made me wince and change the subject, and now I anticipate us picking out custom weights and clamps for our sessions. Sometimes life veers, and all we can do is go along for the ride.

– Kink doesn’t have to be a full time lifestyle, or a bedroom only activity. There are people on both ends, and all sorts of things in between. We can talk about favorite bands, or our dreams for the future, and segue into a discussion about when we can go to an adult boutique together without batting an eye.

– What I thought I knew about kink is a drop in the ocean, and half of what I thought I knew is wrong. There is so much to learn, to experience, and the learning may take a lifetime. But one nugget of truth remains in what I thought I knew: this is something I want, something I crave, something I NEED. To steal a quote, “The night is long, and the path is dark, but look to the sky, for one day soon, the dawn will come.”

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