Me spitting in the wind

Beauty to me is through your eyes, the window to the soul.
Beauty to me is through your touch, your compassion, your senserity, your love.
Beauty to me is the way you open up and let me touch you just the same.
Beauty to me is knowing I can trust you, believing that you will be as trustworthy to me as I am to you.
Beauty to me is being okay with admitting you weren’t perfect, owning up to your actions, wether it be a lie, a dishonesty, an action that caused harm or pain to me. Just the same as I would do and on several occasions, have done because I know my insecurities have gotten the best of me in the past.
Beauty to me is allowing me to speak, to be heard, to know that you have given your all to me by simply listening and trying to understand rather than preparing for a response in self defense.
Beauty to me is acknowledging that I have given you this respect as well.
Beauty to me is knowing and never having to wonder that I am worth fighting for as I have made every effort in my power to show you that you are priceless to me.
Beauty to me is knowing I am loved. Just as you have expressed countless times towards others in your past.
Beauty to me is feeling free to express my love to you without feeling knocked down or stupid because you choose not to let me in.
Beauty to me is knowing that our bond is unbreakable! Not by anyone around us nor circumstances.
Beauty to me is knowing that if I wake up in the hospital tomorrow with no memory, you would be there to remind me of all the moments we have shared in love as I wouldn’t hesitate to do the same.

Kassem Toubale, Nina Toubale, Léa Toubale, Pierrot Ducrot, Timothé Mercat, Yacine Toubale
Beauty to me is accepting me, flaws and all as part of you.
As much as I desired to be beautiful to you, I often wonder if I truly was, if I ever really was, did you ever plan to let me in close enough to be beautiful to you?
Was I just an escape for you? Was I a temporary fix until you found what and who you truly desire. When we committed to each other was I the only one who saw forever?
Beauty to me is the pride I feel when telling others that you were a part of me.
The feeling I got knowing that others would contest our bond due to different upbringing , faith or simply how we met, yet I in no way let that concern me.
Beauty to me is the feeling I got knowing you too were proud to claim me as well, regardless of scrutiny or differences in opinion.
Beauty to me is sharing a heart with another not just giving your own and hoping one day they will share theirs too.
Beauty to me is you and it always has been.
Lately I’ve felt the need to cover up, physically, as well as emotionally because I don’t feel beautiful to you.
The beauty in this is knowing that I have learned to love me, I’ have found the beauty in me but will you?
You see, I know my heart! But do you? Will you let me past your walls and truly share yours with me? I’ve spent my entire life wondering if someone will ever love me as I do them.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder! Open your eyes just for a moment and you will see that I have been here, eyes wide opened, beholding you!

Kassem Toubale, Nina Toubale, Léa Toubale, Pierrot Ducrot, Timothé Mercat, Yacine Toubale


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