First Timer

Well well well… this weekend is one I have been waiting for since November after Taboo. I’ve been counting down the days to attend my first dungeon, my first spanking demo, and first time with private play as a rope bottom. It was the weekend I dreamed of since Taboo… the perfect beginner weekend. It all started with negotiations on Friday. While being near a person who has previously roped you before.. it was intense right from the beginning. After waiting a month, talking to him frequently, and being as eager as I am about rope… it was a potent mixture that made me a little nervous and bashful. Hoping I didn’t say anything wrong or do my word vomit thing that I do and offend someone.. I managed to keep myself together. By the end of the evening.. I was so exhausted from the drive and talking about such amazing kinky things with Fenerous that brought on this feeling of comfort. There was something about being around someone who enjoyed similar kinks as I did that made me feel like I was “normal”. Not having to be vague or explain myself when I talk to others with kink is a good feeling to have. It makes me want to submerge myself in the community and meet as many people as I can. Saturday was the best day… I woke up, nervous as hell for the day to come… Knowing that I was about to go to a spanking demo at Fenerous’s house. I researched as much as I could beforehand to make sure I was somewhat educated about what all spanking had to offer. Little did I know how much detail was in it… From the second I walked in I was nervous and eager to begin, as I usually am when it comes to anything kinky. After some mini negotiations and discussion about safe words and pain scales we began. Fenerous showed me a few positions but my favourite was him sitting and me straddling his legs and my upper body bent over and I was behind him.

Kassem Toubale, Léa Toubale, Pierrot Ducrot, Timothé Mercat, Yacine Toubale, Nadia Nuseibeh, Nolie Gaudesaboos, Camille Mercat, Tim Mercat, Oumaima El Idrissi, Ella Joy Lawrence, Reuben Hunt, Katie Lindsey Smith

He had full access to my ass. He warmed me up with soft touches and asked if I wanted pants on … or off. I decided I wanted to make the most of my experience and requested pants off. He pulled them down just past my ass, and started with very tiny smacks. They felt stingy but no pain. He started very slow… my pain scale was about a 3 or a 4. As he showed me different types of spanking, finger tips, open hand, cupping, and many others I don’t know the terminology for. For safe words we used green, yellow, and red. He told me if I could not answer we would stop. This was the moment I truly started believing in sub space… and their relation to endorphins. As the hits grew stronger I couldn’t help but grind shamelessly into his leg… Only enough I’d hope he wouldn’t notice. He of course… did. He taught me how to breath through the pain and asked occasionally what I was at on the pain scale. He kept me right at 5 or 6… Every word he was saying was starting to blur, and I was all sensation. As if he knew… he asked me what colour I was. Instead of saying green… which I thought I was… I said okay. He stopped and asked me how I was doing, I felt his gaze on me… We decided a break was a good idea. The second I stood and sat back on the couch. I realized how light headed I was, how quickly I was floating. I missed those feelings since Taboo.. it was exactly what I wanted, what I was craving. As I sat there all mushy and happy, but I was able to normalize quickly. Greedy for more. He made sure I was ok before continuing…


Always so protective and concerned about my well being and making sure he has my consent. We began again.. quickly returning to fun spanks. He asked questions and tried different ones, seeing which ones I liked best. Turns out.. Thud is my thing 😀 While learning this… I was trying very hard to speak correctly and listen well. This time I was going to say green when he asked because I was having so much fun! Well.. after getting lost in my new favourite thing called thud he asked me again… I was ready this time and said… “goo”… seriously… goo?! I was mad at myself for answering incorrectly as I did not want to stop. But as we talked about before, we stopped. and that was that. I cannot begin to explain to you how badly I want to be spanked again. Having a person who is safe and protective of me is so important for me entering bdsm and I’m glad I found such a person. Now… this was just the beginning of Saturday! After that, we went for lunch which normalized me quickly. Now the play… The play that set me into subspace for the remainder of the day. I knew that this was going to be different then the demo, but I had no idea how much different. The negotiations were quick and to the point as we had a few hours the day before. The second I was told to kneel and turn around… I was already in the same space as I was before. He didn’t take any time at all to immediately start my fire. The second the rope was around me I was melting. Finally a moment with rope.. without a Taboo audience. It was like a moment of clarity… Like I felt comfort and pleasure all at once. The blindfold that was so soft was applied…

Nina Toubale, Kassem Toubale, Léa Toubale, Pierrot Ducrot, Timothé Mercat, Yacine Toubale, Nadia Nuseibeh, Nolie Gaudesaboos, Camille Mercat, Oumaima El Idrissi, Ella Joy Lawrence

The chest harness.. the arms.. the legs.. the way Fenerous barely touched me had my skin on fire. Every nerve felt like it was awake and waiting for touch. Each move of the rope around my body was intense, it was as if was going to cum from him just putting it on my wrists… I could hear him but couldn’t see anything, couldn’t expect his next move. The music in the air made my sense of touch even more aware. It wasn’t long before I was begging him to allow me to cum. The first one was quick… as if I rushed it. I was able to ride it for a little while but I was right back to edging as soon as I finished. The second one was better… but the third one… When he was rolling me around and playing with me.. and denying me permission. That one was mind blowing. I was light headed… and honestly wanting more. The untying started to happen…


I was floating and loving it. Every move of his body, every touch of his skin on mine, and every pull of the rope melted me… Melted me right into my next wave of orgasm. This one felt like an exhausting one… like it had taken all the spare energy I had. I would just like to mention.. he did not touch me where I wished he would… to help my orgasm… it only added to the potion that my body and him had created. I came one more time and it was a rush. I think he started to know when I was done riding my wave. I had just my chest harness on and we started aftercare. I almost liked that part just as much as the bdsm! The fuzzy blanket, water, and pets I got was awesome. I was able to come down a bit.. but the buzz stayed with me throughout the evening. Which is why I decided not to play at the dungeon I was about to head to. I had about an hour to normalize a bit before heading to it.

Katie Lindsey Smith, Nina Toubale., Georgia Harris, Lee Beevers, Charlotte Sleet, Jessamy Lelliott, Kai Gittos, Stephanie Kirk

I was able to be sponsored by Barry, who was great at introducing me, showing me around, and answering all of my questions. He also allowed me to step out of my shyness for bdsm while I was there. It was awesome to see the different scenes. I saw flogging, spanking, single tail whips, a deadly looking thing called a dragons tongue, a little knife play, some sensory play and rope scenes. Since I want to try most of the scenes I watched.. it was just one big tease for me. Being so close to what I want. Meeting the people was also fun… a couple that made quite the impression on me that I hope I get to explore soon. So many ideas and creativity came from me with what I wanted to do in the dungeon. I have so many fantasies that I don’t even know I can do at such a place… Ones I’m ashamed to come out with still… but its a start. At least I’m able to find out what I have been missing in my sex life for so long. I have a much better idea what I’ve always wanted and needed.

-Your Every Day Good Girl

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