Sometimes I want to treat you like less than a whore,
Sometimes I want to treat you like less than a human,
Sometimes I want to fuck you,
Sometimes I want to want use your body for my own wicked desires,
Sometimes I want to put my hand over your face so can’t see you,
Sometimes I don’t want to know who you are,
Sometimes I don’t want to know what you look like,
Sometimes I don’t want to know where you’re from,
Sometimes I don’t want to know what your favorite color is
Sometimes I want to use you until I am spent, until we’re both one mass of sweat and bruises,
Sometimes I want your body, soulless and at my disposal. 

Tasking Untethered

Untethered may be the right word for it…it’s kind of how I feel. I have been doing well, all my tasks are mostly on point. A few tweaks needed here and there to be 10 out of 10. But, POC is no longer required from me. I am trusted enough by my Tasker that I do not have to send them. I still send verbal reports of feelings and such but to be trusted enough that POC is not needed….
It’s big…

Touching.

I need now to make sure that I do the proper task for the mood I am in, that the timing is right, and that I escalate at the right pace for myself. Onward and Upward!

Life

What is the meaning of life? What is our purpose in this world? How should we carry ourself through this journey?
Why do we care what those close to us think about our lifestyle choices. If it doesn’t affect you why must you criticize my choices.
so what if I just want to play? I work hard enough to choose where and who I play with.
If we’re meant to be monogamous why do we have so many desires and fantasies including multiple partners? Why is it so exciting to think about new partners?

I find it so exciting to meet new people and to flirt with or without the need of a hook up.
It’s exciting to know I’ve earned that night of passion, those moans, those screams, that warmth coming from between your legs.
Damn knowing that when you climax is because I’ve earned it and that you will return the favor not because you feel you must, but because you want me to feel what you’ve just felt.

Fk, just knowing that making someone smile will give you a different feeling of accomplishment

That’s all I have to rant about